the mind eye closes, time to be me
it never happened, deny it all
i donīt recall
depravity my need, it must be satisfied
through my veins, to the heart of the problem quickly
up my nose, next best thing,
scared even in this state
to walk my destined path
pornography my need, i canīt remember
it is not me, someone else, still i look
rape myself take what i need
the cocktail of destruction starts to work
my hide is revealed
in the morning a different me
no i never did i find it disgusting
drugs should be banned
death penalty for rape
i know all the social responses
what you see is what i want you to see
days and nights can pass mindīs eye stays open
and i accept it
but it is not me, only the way i must be
two meet with mindīs eyes open
one or both closes
the stranger is unconcealed
my hide is the real me
deny it all, deny it all
selective memory
i can only be me when i am on my own alone